Being Human Is a Threat to My Self Preservation

i was trying to use the same control tactics of trying to control myself, or try to control my environment. And so while all those lessons were valuable, and really are valuable now, at the time, it was being used as away for me to continue to separate myself from humanity. So that's why i'm focusing anecdotally on my experience, because your experience is probably going to be different you listening. But which, i'm curious about those stories. Like, when another one in particular, goes through the p this experience, if they're having similar reactions, like you go through that and then come back to this podcast. I would love to know, you know, where some connections