Is There a Line in Therea?

i have these ultra expansive experiences in one direction, and then they go away. I can't even intellectually connected dots between them. There seem to be very, very different experiences. So i don't know where coming. Obviously, fear brings me back, forgets the experience. O olig of eager thought, just can't dawnd on experience. It's this really in to is, as we go uncovering and exposing the ego a, there's certain areas where we have kept very dark and hidden. That's where you'll find him.