I've Been a Follower of Jesus Christ Since a 19 80

i've been a follower of jesus christ since a 19 80 and obviously, during that time, i've had times when i was more avid. And so it wasn't like i was trying to fill a hole that was left by by not having god with me. I would say maybe i didn't feel, i had lot a struggle with feeling worthy of love,. There wasn't any meaning in my life, my life purpose outside of my art. It seemed like my art gave me a role to play. But once the addiction was more or less gone, then that thing was just no longer important any more.