The Head That Keeps Talking to Me Is Not Me

"I've been sober 34 years. It's probably right below breathing, shitting, pissing, eating," he says. "It brings a huge influence with all the chaotic shit that can happen every day." The head will tell me I'm 'fucked up' and it's going to be 'f**ked up,' but Paul doesn't respond. He is quite at peace without the head being at peace: "I'm not waiting for it to get it ... because anything can throw it off the beam"