Is There a Delineation Between Egoism and Self Worth?

I think that what kind of this main character energy around living your life as if it's worth being a good story. In some ways just like the secular version of living life as if everything is you know, God's plan that. I've always actually had a very strong faith in God and then more or less left,. Like I don't go to conventional church anymore and I do like tarot reading in astrology - which conventional church is like, whoa, very bad.