"I'm so proud of myself right now because of how hard it's been this last year. This last year, i blew my shoulder up a bench pressing with a couple dudes from the nfl at were a lot younger than me," he says. "To get hurt like that at the peak of where i was at this age, bro, it was devastating." He adds: "If i would have not put in the three, four years of hard work on my brain, i' be sitting here fukin, going through this fuckin ship,. You don't say ande?"