i think the younger me certainly would have assumed that everything you just described. Then would it would mean that, you know, you might now be working at a serf school in barley somewhere? It's hard to look at what you do and not see you as driven. In some sense, driven is an interesting way of thinking about all this. But it kind of is a little bit suspect when you think about it. Certainly, i was driven to try to solve some personal problem when i was first writing about these topics in a journalistic contest. Ye, there's two either. Let's lets quicklyn wove, back, dear to you a since you arethe subject of this interview