A, i think it's been slowly growing since a year ago, maybe bit like, right? No, it's really, really bad. Am, i think that like, when it really, really happened was probably like, october or november. I always ilik small things happening, and then like, like, big thing happens,. And how do you change when those things happen? am, first i think i get like, really hurt and really shocked. And then i think i getting pretty sad, and then i get pretty angry. But i think i'm like, adam, a fluck, like, i think i're like that, but i think i do