Do You Love Your Children?

I understood at the age of 12 that discipleship could very well be costly. So i can understand people saying, but that's so scary. But the older i get, the more i realize that his will, whatever it is, is always love. Work out thy whole will in my life, at any cost, now and forever. Send me where thou wilt. I pray for them, i'm sure, more and harder than i ever prayed for my one and only child. Because i know that fulfilment for my grandchildren will be obedience to god, and it's not anywhere else. If you don't dare to pray in honesty, thy will be done.