"I don't know how to reconcile these two things the perfect love the preciousness The mistake of reality like the course would say like reality is sort of a mistake Rupert spiro would say how could god have a tiny mad idea? God's not tiny. God's not mad Like and there's nothing but God so so he would say that God chose to enter into illusion To play yeah, and we're at leela's name namesake to dance and to play and to explore because that's its nature Right?" she said. "It's addressing that dread that you're feeling and in no one's certain terms."