I'm not a person who kind of believes perfection good. I believe, i believe in doing the best i can. Then why don't yo ot friends? Most of them are older than me as well, a few years older than me. But that few years can make a difference. So if you telling me, if you were a couple of o years more older, you were further along yourself development journey than you would talk to them. And so all your alicis and all strength actually twists and turns and it tricks you. The one thing that it's going to do to feel safe is don't talk to your friends. Because if you talk, if you talk to them,