Modern society has a disconnected us in a way that i think we can barely comprehend. Nothing will underline and highligt how disconnected we have become as a human family, as walking through the world with a child. And then everything else is colorful noise, wonderful noise. Getting to have that moment with a lot of people was a fantastic education and a really wonderful experienceo. All boiled down to one thing, believ me. I'm realy amanda. Why do so many people feel so unbelievably not real? Oh god. Um, it's a big question. um, i'll answer this question ly than i might of a year ago, especially having had a child.