I've Been in the City for a Long Time Now, and I Found Myself Like Romanticising

I've been in the city for a long time now, and a few years ago, i had this moment where i suddenly, like, found myself romantic sng. But it doesn't know, the, like, nature's intention is that it goes through this bizarre process and then would be a butterfly. So it's like the human being is always imagining the past or the future based on an ideal past, but can't imagine for itself what the future really holds. I'v really like, even when things are shoody, you take for granted that it's like like every day hold so much possibility,. And you're so resilient that it's not that it's never out