How Did You Know You Had a Crush?

I had my first crush when I was maybe five, but I've never been so awkward and it can be so hard for me to make new friends or reach out to people that even if I did have a crush, I would never speak to them. But you know, right ever. When I was in middle school, I didn't date anyone or I didn't do anything, but I do remember one time I was speaking with a boy that I knew he liked me. He kind of liked everyone. It's visceral for me now,. Yeah, my teacher had me walk all the way to the principal's office where the nurse's office was holding that trash can in her hand. And