"I'm not really there, because we brought him to oi. Really wanted to lek ohi," she says of her father. "It's what father, gregg boyle, in his books, is always talking about kinship and connection." 'When we do, king my heart, it's so sweet,' the writer adds. "'If you're a kid who doesn't need your parents...you just want to vanish' That joke feels right? It's so dark mea.'