Whenever I Do Make a Mistake, I Want to Learn From It Without Losing Self Respect

I can always blame it on my parents. Whatever i do, I'm a dictator. Desnt help if i think i'm a democratic dictat. My eloson in danger. This will put my penosa in dangerot, she is using me. She is using you. Judge the other n for youre mistake. Len, me write that downat noweo outmt, i'll never figure t outan,. and what's the diagnosis behind that? Hopeless. I'm hopeless. I'm a hopeless case. I'm  a destroyer. I destroy. That's some language i use when i refer to this. So i want to, whenever i do