I've had a vulnerability hang over all week, because there's so much, they're seeing so much of you. But it's been being taken to that uncomfortable place that taes you from your centre, and now youre feeling kind of forget it. How w in my experience, it's like culture is caught up to how i was raised. It's like, we'll create a hell for you. We'll judge you and we'll send you to hell, and we'll cut you off. You're disgusting. All those revel is spit you out of my mouth. That's what we were doing. It to ourselves. When i'm like, what took you so long?