What Does It Mean for Me to Be Fully Human?

Growth is always going to take place in the context in which our neural network system, is being stressed beyond its current capacity. The most effective way for me to do that is not on line. It is by long lingering dinners with good food and good beverages. We don't magine, o my goodness, they are someone with whom i can create beauty with. What's the next new artifect of beauty that god wants me to create? With some one who is different from me?"