I Wish That Was the Choice I Made, but to Live With

I didn't know that 25 years later I'd still be suffering. It was a very easy choice in the moment. It fixed everything. It got me right back on track. And it's been hard. It's affected my life and relationships. But I deserved to know. My joy lives on the other side of running from this moment, breathing in, breathing out. Nothing else matters but being here now.