What I Was Doing When I Got Back From BYU

I wanted to do the right thing. And I knew that my faith had meant a lot to me and there were many truths being taught to me. But this was one that I felt real ambivalence about, which made me sometimes feel like there was something wrong with me. When I started when I started BYU, I started by studying interior design. That's also another love of mine. So I didn't pursue psychology even though that was my love,. Because I was trying to kind of do what would be considered acceptable. Then I decided to go on a mission because I also, for my mother served a mission.