I've Learned So Much From This Whole Thing

I would have to say it's just what kind of connections are you looking for and like realizing also that you know you can't. maintain it like at least in my experience. I couldn't maintain that mask. And such a high pressure situation and like even if I could that would be really that's bad like you you're being dishonest. It feels very much like something. You just kind of have to get out there and Experience it and kind of go through some trial and error, so eventually the natural conclusion is that but it's hard to reach until you've been through a lot of those experiences. Then it's like oh yeah like I can do that now but you know hearing that