Is My Unconscious Doing This?

This is the constant problem wiwit thes experiences. Is my unconscious doing this? And then if it is, well why? Or are these experiences just like sporadic, like radioactive decay, just random things that are happening to us and our unconscious has to somehow cope with it? I don't know. So as we, as we wrap up here to day, what i'm realizing is that we don't have answers, just lots of questionsand my final question to you is, how do we then live? How do we get up every morning, live our lives, get through the day and repeat it all over again the next day?"