I Lost a Brother to Cancer When I Was Four

I lost a brother to cancer when i was four, and my brother was three. And for me, it's manifest itself in all this thoughts. I sought out another psychologist at that stage because i thought i had an anxiety issue. Instead of putting a little bit of a story, in a narrative behind it, am worked out he wasn't the right counsillor for me. He did some really amazing work just to uncover that whole grief about my brother and what was going on there. It didn't solve the o c d, interestingly, kept talking to the councillor, told about some of the stuff. Didn't ring any alarm bells. So for the next few years after that