"I had a lot of anger and bitterness that I was dealing with at that time just toward just ultimately was because I didn't," he said. "It's one of those situations when you're down on your luck and you're the dude at the bottom of the totem pole just getting punched in the face and life isn't happening well for you" He also revealed how Seneca helped him overcome his addiction to food, saying: "I read letters to Seneca not every single day but pretty much every single day  to get help out my brain"