This is your karma that you grew up in a particular circumstance where you have these particular ways that you're wired. Some things it can do good for you, and some things it can' Are you? I'm having trouble reading. What's going on in your brain. Are you? i've come to understand about b p d - the reason your brain is like that is because it's like that to protect you. You're an amazing person. This is just what happens.