I think they just wanted to help me any way that they could you know despite any financial situation they could end up in. Because I mean they saw they saw my misery like you know they they felt bad like they didn't want me to be miserable so. Sure. Are you feeling anything as I ask you these questions? It's not very strong it's just like memories I don't know I'd explain it to be honest. Yeah sure. Makes makes a lot of sense.