What's the Point of the Creation?

i think i felt a lot freer when it wasn't my successful job, without a doubt. And the one thing i'm going to try and get back is to create something - whether it's a new show or estate. In amy poler's book she had a bit about your career versus your creativity. So that really sat with me, that, like, where are you creative? And i know where i am creative. My next step now of my journey of discovery of how to have a happier life. Im not to be happy all the time. That's fecking mad.