I've Lost a Grandmother and Two Cousins

No matter how hard gevonn's followed along with the other black women in her group chats, she can't shake the feeling that she's just been a bystander to events that she should be actively living. A year and a half ago, gevon told me that her first fault was to her family. Please don't let something happen and i can't get to you, she prayed. That stuff has happened. I've lost a grandmother and two cousins. But it's ok. Itsit's weird, i always have to em ind a sentence with but after, you know, something negative. It's something japanese taught me. You often don't end a