"I wanted it to be not just this really awkward negative Never want to talk to mom and dad about that ever again Face because that's kind of what my experience was. But I want it to be like a celebration and I want to end on a positive basically," he writes. "There are oftentimes areas of stress or anxiety that We tend to put a lot of quote unquote superstitions around the there are a couple of examples here like gambling You hear of people who go to casinos and they have like All their special trinkets that they set up on the slot machine."