The Luciferian Theory of Light

I've witnessed Routa do exactly literally this. Give the middle finger to the TV cameras in court. My guess is what's happening is it makes him feel omnipotent, all powerful. And probably in that moment, it's massively relieving of all of these other negative tensions inside of him. So shooting cars and people could make him feel masculine, powerful, and important. Godlike even, getting to decide who lives and who dies. It could be very satisfying for someone who's identified as a victim for so long. He's going away with a bang. But in his letters and in court, Routa keeps saying he's innocent. I force myself to reread the Luciferian