"i just didn't choose heroine. But what did i choose? Oh, i choose to be a workaholic," she says. "Even me being at this house, helping these people, is me being in my ediction,. And soi just, that was when i had the moment, oh, my god, this is all connected." She has spent five years studying trama, addiction, recovery, mindfulness and psychology of scarcity. 'I'm personally so fascinated by how dopeming and pain and pleasure works can provide so much liberation for us'