How to Be a Successful Comedian

My fear is that because I am not very famous, that people are not going to come back if I put out a special and then they come see me and it's the same material. But at the store, you're also knowing there's other comics watching. It's really hard to even just work out there. Oh my God, I, you can't. I feel like I can't go. Yeah, the vibe is not the place. No, it's, it's a competition. And so then you're a problem, you know? You're a bit bigger and fatter, are you saying? Yeah. And you still want to do it. And you're like