Is There a Sweet Spot in Life?

I'm such a control freak, I haven't really done much drinking or drinks. Not when I've worked like at all. And I wonder if there's sometimes I've started drinking more lately. It makes me unsurprisingly less inhibited. Well, that's what we're all chasing is that sweet spot in life. The worst alcoholics are just like, there's that one time I hit it once. They spend their life trying to get back to that sweet spot.