How to Assimilate Your Sexuality

When you wake up in middle school realizing that your sexuality is a problem and what are you going to do about it, then for many gait kids, you go to routes. It took me really trying the evangelical lifestyle all the way, the celibacy, the praying for a woman blah blah blah into my mid twenties to realize testing it against the universe to see if it really works. So when you want something in your deepest desire, like to like love an intimacy with a man, that is selfish. And so if the ultimate and selflessness is like in many ways and understandable virtue for many cultures, so you're like, wow, I'm so selfish that I care more about