The Last Moment of Atheism

The burden of life is so unbearablean you see in the christian passion. Even god himself might despair about the essential quality of being, right? Right? So that is merciful in some sense, because it does say that there is something that into the fabric of existence, that tests us so severely in our faith about being itself. And so that's ok. Now, this is where things get very complicated, because i want to use that, in part, to answer the other questions that you answered.