Happiness is about living in the present. Don't assume that a particular plan for your life will make you happy with me. If one of your flaws is that i'm not a nobel prize winning researcher, what can i do to be happy? Do so the ego, this is s an issue of identity, right? So if i identify as a nobell prize-winning researcher, do you understand that that has to du to my identity? It's like an ego junk, right? That's why you don't feel good about yourself, ye.