How to Discern With Your Christ the Bridegroom

I closed down our vocation inquiry forum for a couple of months because we're getting more and more applicants these days. I've had probably ten times in almost eighteen years now where where I'll have an evening of just immense loneliness that I will go to bed saying like I don't know if I can do this for another day but I our lord in the middle of the night just graces me and I wake up a new day. It's important to be really honest about those things and I use the word I use that abrasive word horny for a reason because I think people need to deal with what they're actually dealing with yeah Not run it through a filter and then have you respond