Do I Really Love Country Music?

Ike: I wanted to be beyond reproach. As an adult, mie, do i really love country music? Or was that something i was doing to fit in? And it wasn't until i took professor hill's african american studies class at us l a where, you know, i'm reading  james waldin johnson and antelo davis. Do i really etchet? Or is that what i was? Did i become what i needed to become to survive?