The Calvinist Wrestling Match

Most people I doubt whenever they first become believers understand what has happened to them. You begin to read the Scriptures and say, well, is this how it happened? Is this how I came to believe in the Lord Jesus Christ? And most people I talked to go through this kind of Calvinist wrestling, sovereignty of God, predestination period of their lives. It's a true wrestling match with God because you are reorienting yourself.