The Struggle to Find Community in My Life

I struggled really hard to find community. I was also a very bitter and angry person at that point in time. Just because I didn't know. And then also because of all the pain I went through, because of that, it also caused me that once I started to reconstruct my faith, I was still very, I was very antagonistic to things that I saw as wrong. It really was not a good time in my life.