The Seven Gifts of the Holy Spirit

Wheniwas in high school, it was my time to be, to be confirmed. And i remember asking, can i have all of them? Because even then i anted the superman, you know? And they say, ye, go pray for all of them. There's soething fascinating about that though, here i am asking god on the day of my confirmation,. Many days thereafter many years, infact, here we are even now, praying for thouse gifts. and my problem is, am i waiting for god to give me supernatural gifts without being willing to use the natural gifts he's already given? You wouldn't become superman. You'd be you with