Consistency Is What We Need

Inconsistency is equivalent with failure, right? With not measuring up, with not meeting the mark. When i think i should be consistent, or i wish i were more consistent, i immediately feel defeat, because i know the truth. So that defeat gives me the sense of like i've failed before i've even begun. I might as well not even start, like i shouldn't even bother, because i don't want to set myself up for failure. Here's the cycle that i go through. It's a little bit painful for me to think about all the times that i was told that if i were more consistency, i'd be a better person, orid be a