Is There Anything That Surprising You About Your Cancer?

When you get to the other side of these events, it feels like the emotional thermistat has prevailed. And i am general just as happy as i was a year ago. I think that people, like yourself included, would predict that you would just be a total wreck and it would be absolutely constant misery. But i guess, i don't know, maybe it's, it's, it’s resilience that is unique, but i doubt it.