I think from day one a from Rogan's comment like hey don't read the comments I didn't take that literally. In the military any weakness that you show is immediately being pounced upon by your platoon mates and you're gonna get torn apart so it's literally the worst defense in the world  to say out sure please don't ever mention my goiter it's gonna come up 85 he says. He started telling young people that you should be the same way about your dreams, "Everyone should have a fake dream that they give no don't have"