I Was Bipolar and I Could Not Meditate This Away but I Can't Meditate That Away

After that crisscross apple sauce event things deteriorated for two to three weeks. The only thing was on all my mind for a solid like three weeks two three weeks was I was gonna kill myself. By the time that four or five p.m. rolled around I was totally fine. Before that point I'd always heard stories of depression and and suicidal thoughts and anxiety and like, you know, I could never really relate Now I can relate and although it's very very painful and it was a really tough point in my life It's now something that I have a lot of respect towards people going through it.