The Mechanical Activity That Drives You Crazy

Ramas Vausigar, Jordan is a good all around. It was quite anxious about ever arriving where he was supposedly going. He'd be nervous that he wasn't going to get there. What? He's disqualified. And it's not on you that's driving you crazy. It's mechanical. You are not underneath it, devising another form of selfing the fuck with yourself. It isn't. This is what surprises people. They feel like they get a free sample of that awakeness and they had an assumption just hanging on like a barnacle, like a crust on a hall. That doesn't happen. When it changes, it's very begrudgingly.