The Counterintuitiveness of the Word of God

I think that there are aspects for me that the idea of the voice of God is often not, it comes in a way that's often counter-tuitive to the actual experience I'm in. So this sense, I remember going to London and having this very intense, it was a supernatural experience of God's presence in a time of really intense despair. And when I came home, it then,  was tested in the context of community. It may say, take a breath, I've got you, but it's not, oh, Jesus is probably like me, like you should go back to TikTok right now. But there are much more subtle times to where this that