The search for something more this for the new is connected to the religious impulse yeah in a way it's the same thing and it feels like that was always there. I have a little you know hitchens inside me too right but I'm also I want to be able to expand the parameters of what I do creatively to to encompass everything, so that kind of for me that the hitchens is just bad for the business of songwriting. It's just bad for it's bad for art he won't like that we're inner dorks my inner dorkins. You talked about having a pulse on the culture and the mood within the culture  and where do you see that as