If you follow astavakra, you can get it right now. You'vegot in the himalesas. Ifou're feeling that, know,. it's not happening. Tan, do spiritual practices. All of that journey you've accomplished to get to where you were in the first place, that is spiritual practice. But if you don't need it, then you are not allowed to complain any more - ther uld be no problem any more. The way is to deify the world, to see god in everything and every one that you are with. When you see the divine, the divinity, then you have god here.