Mama Recites the Dogs and Um Um Um I'm Not Trying to Crack Her Open

The poem doesn't exist in the book is mama recites the dogs and um it's because what I wound up trying to record from what's this totally separate conversation about dogs was like 12 pages of just like stuff. "I rest okay knowing that there's so much about another person you know maybe my mom most profoundly but I just won't ever know" - Becky Nesl.